Cannery Row Chapter 30
The
nature of parties has been imperfectly studied. It is, however,
generally understood that a party has a pathology, that it is a kind
of an individual and that it is likely to be a very perverse
individual. And it is also generally understood that a party hardly
ever goes the way it is planned or intended. This last, of course,
excludes those dismal slave parties, whipped and controlled and
dominated, given by ogreish professional hostesses. These are not
parties at all but acts and demonstrations, about as spontaneous as
peristalsis and as interesting as its end product.
Probably
everyone in Cannery Row had projected his imagination to how the
party would be-the shouts of greeting, the congratulation, the noise
and good feeling. And it didn't start that way at all. Promptly at
eight o'clock Mack and the boys, combed and cleaned, picked up their
jugs and marched down the chicken walk, over the railroad track,
through the lot across the street and up the steps of Western
Biological. Everyone was embarrassed. Doc held the door open and Mack
made a little speech. “Being as how it's your birthday, I and the
boys thought we would wish you happy birthday and we got twenty-one
cats for you for a present.”
He
stopped and they stood forlornly on the stairs.
“Come
on in,” said Doc. “Why -I'm-I'm surprised. I didn't even know you
knew it was my birthday.”
“All
tom cats,” said Hazel. “We didn't bring 'em down.”
They
sat down formally in the room at the left. There was a long silence.
“Well,” said Doc, “now you're here, how about a little drink?”
Mack
said “We brought a little snort,” and he indicated the three jugs
Eddie had been accumulating. “They ain't no beer in it,” said
Eddie.
Doc
covered his early evening reluctance. “No,” he said. “You've
got to have a drink with me. It just happens I laid in some whisky.”
They
were just seated formally, sipping delicately at the whisky, when
Dora and the girls came in. They presented the quilt. Doc laid it
over his bed and it was beautiful. And they accepted a little drink.
Mr. And Mrs. Malloy followed with their presents.
“Lots
of folks don't know what this stuff's going to be worth,” said Sam
Malloy as he brought out the Chalmers 1916 piston and connecting rod.
“There probably isn't three of these here left in the world.”
And
now people began to arrive in droves. Henri came in with a pincushion
three by four feet. He wanted to give a lecture on his new art form
but by this time the formality was broken. Mr. And Mrs. Gay came in.
Lee Chong presented the great string of firecrackers and the China
lily bulbs. Someone ate the lily bulbs by eleven o'clock but the
firecrackers lasted longer. A group of comparative strangers came in
from La Ida. The stiffness was going out of the party quickly. Dora
sat in a kind of throne, her orange hair flaming. She held her whisky
glass daintily with her little finger extended. And she kept an eye
on the girls to see that they conducted themselves properly. Doc put
dance music on the phonograph and he went to the kitchen and began to
fry the steaks.
The
first fight was not a bad one. One of the groups from La Ida made an
immoral proposal to one of Dora's girls. She protested and Mack and
the boys, outraged at this breach of propriety, threw him out quickly
and without breaking anything. They felt good then, for they knew
they were contributing.
Out
in the kitchen Doc was frying up steaks in three skillets, and he cut
up tomatoes and piled up sliced bread. He felt very good. Mack was
personally taking care of the phonograph. He had found an album of
Benny Goodman's trios. Dancing had started, indeed the party was
beginning to take on depth and vigor. Eddie went into the office and
did a tap dance. Doc had taken a pint with him to the kitchen and he
helped himself from the bottle. He was feeling better and better.
Everybody was surprised
when
he served the meat. Nobody was really hungry and they cleaned it up
instantly. Now the food set the party into a kind of rich digestive
sadness.
The
whisky was gone and Doc brought out the gallons of wine.
Dora,
sitting enthroned, said “Doc, play some of that nice music. I get
Christ awful sick of that juke box over home.”
Then Doc played Ardo
and the Amor
from an album of Monteverdi. And the guests sat quietly and their
eyes were inward. Dora breathed beauty. Two newcomers crept up the
stairs and entered quietly. Doc was feeling a golden pleasant
sadness. The guests were silent when the music stopped. Doc brought
out a book and he read in a clear deep voice:
Even now
If
I see in my soul the citron-breasted fair one
Still
gold-tinted, her face like our night stars,
Drawing unto her;her body
beaten about with
flame,
Wounded
by the flaring spear of love,
My
first of all by reason of her fresh years,
Then
is my heart buried alive in snow.
Even
now
If
my girl with lotus eyes came to me again
Weary
with the dear weight of young love,
Again
I would give her to these starved twins of
arms
And
from her mouth drink down the heavy wine,
As
a reeling pirate bee in fluttered ease
Steals
up the honey from the nenuphar.
Even
now
If
I saw her lying all wide eyes
And
with collyrium the indent of her cheek
Lengthened
to the bright ear and her pale side
So
suffering the fever of my distance,
Then
would my love for her be ropes of flowers,
and night
A
black-haired lover on the breasts of day.
Even
now
My
eyes that hurry to see no more are painting,
painting
Faces
of my lost girl. O golden rings
That
tao against cheeks of small magnolia leaves,
O
whitest so soft parchment where
My
poor divorced lips have written excellent
Stanzas
of kisses, and will write no more.
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Even now
Death
sends me the flickering of powdery lips
Over
wild eyes and the pity of her slim body
All
broken up with the weariness of joy;
The
little red flowers of her breasts to be my comfort
Moving
above scarves, and for my sorrow
Wet
crimson lips that once I marked as mine.
Even
now
They
chatter her weakness through the two bazaars
Who
was so strong to love me. And small men
That
buy and sell for silver being slaves
Crinkle
the fat about their eyes; and yet
No
Prince of the Cities of the Sea has taken her,
Leading
to his grim bed. Little lonely one,
You
clung to me as a garment clings; my girl.
Even
now
I
love long black eyes that caress like silk,
Ever
and ever sad and laughing eyes,
Whose
lids make such sweet shadow when they
close
It
seems another beautiful look of hers.
I
love a fresh mouth, ah, a scented mouth,
And
curving hair, subtle as smoke,
And
light fingers, and laughter of green gems.
Even
now
I
remember that you made answer very softly,
We
being one soul, your hand on my hair,
The
burning memory rounding your near lips:
I
have seen the priestesses of Rait make love at
moon fall
And
then in a carpeted hall with a bright gold lamp
Lie
down carelessly anywhere to sleep
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Phyliss
Mae was openly weeping when he stopped and Dora herself dabbed at her
eyes. Hazel was so taken by the sound of the words that he had not
listened to their meaning. But a little world-sadness had slipped
over all of them. Everyone was remembering a lost love, everyone
a call.Mack said “Jesus, that's pretty. Reminds me of a dame-”
and he let it pass. They filled the wine glasses and became quiet.
The party was slipping away in sweet sadness. Eddie went out in the
office and did a little tap dance and came back and sat down again.
The party was about to recline and go to sleep when there was a tramp
of feet on the stairs. A great voice shouted, “Where's the girls?”
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