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Today I'm not ok.  I'm tired.  I drank some coffee and hugged M for 15 seconds but it didn't help.  My mother said I looked tired. I said thank-you.  She asked me if I was angry, that I seemed angry. I said no.  Unless I am, am I? I drove her home.  Maybe singing will help. Maybe deep breathing will help.  Now I'm at work and I'm warm.  Am I getting sick? Is it because yesterday I decided out of the blue that I didn't do enough to help my friend who was troubled? Like, no where near enough. I should have done so much more.  I was afraid and uncomfortable and selfish.  That's the reality.  I like to think if faced with the same situation I will have learned how to not be those things.  I cried.  The weight in my chest is heavy.  Sometimes my heart rate feels extra skippy. Is it the luteal phase? Is it perimenopause? It's just a grumpy monkey day I guess.  That's a book Henry likes.  He doesn't know why, he's ...

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